well, apparantly, my last big post scared some people off, as i lost about 5 people off of my friends list, some that i had considered good friends. i'm sorry that if you felt that it may have been begging for attention. on the contrary, i just wanted to get it off my chest, and now that i HAVE, it lies in the past and shall remain there, so that i can begin my life anew and move forward, and the healing begun.
on the other hand, girls, BE CAREFUL regarding taking drinks from anyone or leaving your drink unattended. which, i guess, goes without saying.