i had totally forgotten that six a.m. existed.
i thought they had outlawed this months ago?!?
ouch. ouch. ouch.
i'm grumpy and want coffee, but haven't had coffee in like a month. i'm so proud and happy with myself because of it, BUT fuck, (not to be confused with butt fuck), i'm sooooo tired... haven't been sleeping... i miss the coffee warmy goodness, slinking down my throat, the sweetness filling my every being...
i don't miss the addiction, the stomach aches from drinking a pot and a half a day, the MIND BLOWING headaches that i would get, should i not have any.
i think my schedule goes back to 10 am tomorrow, instead of this idiotic time frame during class. maybe one cup won't kill me??!
i thought they had outlawed this months ago?!?
ouch. ouch. ouch.
i'm grumpy and want coffee, but haven't had coffee in like a month. i'm so proud and happy with myself because of it, BUT fuck, (not to be confused with butt fuck), i'm sooooo tired... haven't been sleeping... i miss the coffee warmy goodness, slinking down my throat, the sweetness filling my every being...
i don't miss the addiction, the stomach aches from drinking a pot and a half a day, the MIND BLOWING headaches that i would get, should i not have any.
i think my schedule goes back to 10 am tomorrow, instead of this idiotic time frame during class. maybe one cup won't kill me??!
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Moderation, Grashopper.
true.
as it was, i drank only half a cup.. then nursed a 16 ozer that i had bought after lunch for the remainder of the day.
NO!!! DON'T DO IT! You've come this far. If you have a cup of coffee now, you will desperately want another one later in the day, and then another, and another, and another. Just go through this day of hell, then go straight to bed after work. You will feel much better and be very proud of yourself in the morning.
but there was just no making it otherwise, unless i rot my gut out by drinking enough diet coke to drown a small planet.
hence the dark circles under my eyes. methinks i'll go to bed early tonihgt.