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thanks for all of your suggestions from yesterday!! they will all be taken into consideration!!

yes, i know that should i leave, that the bad credit would follow me, but i would be keeping my jeep and not getting a repo.

the things that scare me most about moving up:

- no room, mom and jess live in a one bedroom apartment, with a LOT of stuff. i would be imposing, and where would i sleep?
- not being able to get a job.
- after living on my own FOR TEN YEARS away from my family, that i'll get around them again, and flip out because i don't have my space or my own time. as much as i love my mom and brosely
- the weather having adverse effects on me. i was a depressed teen. not that i'm a very sunshiny adult, but since i moved to az, i've definitely been in the best moods??! from the sunshine, i think?

i went to dinner and a movie (Phone Booth, quite good!) last night with mere and chris. they almost wet themselves when i told them that i was thinking about moving home. they DID wet themselves when i said if i did, it would be THIS WEEKEND.

i just don't know what to do.


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Apr. 8th, 2003 03:05 pm (UTC)

and that song was written for exactly what i remember feeling when i just went back up there to visit.

but i DO want to be in easy driving distance to explore the wonderfulness of seattle again!
Apr. 8th, 2003 11:37 am (UTC)
I think you should do what you need to. Sometimes its the most difficult thing to do tho. That was my concern with moving back to CA from Al. I didnt have a place to stay, no job, no money etc. But now that Im here...I cant tell you how much better I am. Still dont have a job, but my best friend loves me and is letting me room with her until I find a place. Things happen for a reason, and given this knowledge, I really think moving would be best. At least give you a chance to start over yanno?
Apr. 8th, 2003 03:06 pm (UTC)
the more i think about it, the more i think that staying here would be entirely out of even the BEGINNINGS of my monetary means.

but also the more i think about it, the more i'm afraid i might be miserable up there.
Apr. 8th, 2003 03:30 pm (UTC)
true. but look at it this way - what is more important - getting your financial life under control, or being unhappy for a few months?

There is no reason that you couldnt stay there for say...6 months and then move back to AZ or CA or where ever. You have financial stress, and if being miserable for a few months (where it doesnt sound appealing) might get you back on your feet and into a position where you could move back.

Thats what my Alabama trip was all about. I hated it and then I came back in a better spot. Good luck hun, my thoughts are with you.
Apr. 10th, 2003 10:32 am (UTC)

i firmly agree that everything happens for a reason.

and thanks so much for your well wishes.
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Apr. 10th, 2003 10:39 am (UTC)
lol - feel free to live vicariously through me!!!

less stressful that way!
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