... am tired.
mom, jessie, and i all stomped around in a funk last night, not happy with each other at all (nothing specific, just a build up, i think..), and then i had NO sleep, because the kitties were on a rampage. i could sleep through kitty rampage easily, unless they hopped on me, which they have been relatively good about not doing lately. but not mom. she screamed at them all night. i would be almost asleep, and hear "QUIT!" "QUIIIT IT!" "QUIIIT!"
then, after finally getting to sleep and having odd dreams where i was in a dutch dress (red with white polka dots) and walking around in the small town i was born in and running from a tornado with childhood friends (and yes, i had long blonde braids and the funny little dutch hat in my dream, too..), to her arguing with her boyfriend. he pointed out that i was trying to sleep, and she screamed "I DON'T CARE, BLAH BLAH BLAH..."
SOOOO i woke up in one pissy mood and stomped around in a funk all morning.
i'm so very tired. i quit drinking caffeine again, so that isn't helping (quit as of 3 days ago...) i wanna go to bed early, but we're celebrating a birthday, and jess says they all want me there to perform for them at open mic tonight *sigh*... so if anyone wishes to go to the arnada...
i have been trying like mad to apply to stuff online, but each site i go to, after filling out a long, strenuous profile and uploading my resume, has 'issues' with letting me apply to anything.
i shall keep trying.