yesterday started out with me going to
i then went to pick up
then i got home and tried to go to sleep. it was about 230 am.
i could NOT for the life of me fall asleep.
mom kept talking to me, for one. i learned the hard way when i first moved in that it's NOT a good thing to try to tell her you're trying to sleep. as much as i love her, she can turn ANYTHING into a guilt trip. so i instead rewarded her with lots of 'hmm?', 'mmm!', and 'mmm hmm's', although i was teetering on the edge of deep, innocent slumber.
then i realized something else. mom was now snoring lightly. i was wide afuckingwake. this was SO not fair.
and the dreams.. lots of weird symbolic things.. i had a crush in my dreams, but i can't remember who my love interest was. one thing that was prominent in my dream, though, was the fact that everyone was trying to talk me into moving back to phoenix, and that i was seriously considering it. in my dream, i had posted a poll to you guys. so, out of curiosity...
Do you think I should move back to Phoenix, Arizona?
yes
7(24.1%)
no
16(55.2%)
not a clue. who are you again?
6(20.7%)
Do you think my best option is to remain in Vancouver, Washington?
yes
11(37.9%)
no
10(34.5%)
i TOLD you, woman, i don't have a clue? why do you keep ASKING these questions?
8(27.6%)
which did you choose, and why?