March 23rd, 2003

disco star

thoughts and recollections...


i am drunk.

i am drunk for the first time in who knows how long, cept for my birthday eve in mexico.

what happened to my oath to not drink anymore, saying that i felt so much better?

who knows.

who EVER knows, really?

i'm home now. went to dinner with chris and meredith, everyone else copping out on me, like usual. some people had valid excuses, some just said "no. i don't feel like it." *shrug* whatever. i had a blast.

after sitting at uno's with chris and mere (and later another chris and jenny), we drove to Good Time Charlies, where we hadn't gone in for-ev-er. backing up a bit, mere had bought me a LOW cut really cool black velvet shirt. i had NEVER worn anything so low cut in my life. sure, i talk about my boobs a lot, but to SHOW them? pfft. never.

ironically, the only free drinks i got ALL night were from women.

so, chris and jenny left, mere went and picked up ingrid, and the four of us (chris, mere, ingrid, and i), sat there, drank many o beer, sang many o song, and just had one helluva time. we wrote notes to each other all night (chris and i started it).., i got to play Shoulder to a friend that desperately needed it (gary), and all was good.

until now, when i sit in my apartment, quiet and alone yet again. and drunk. can't forget drunk.

now, i remember why i quit drinking. i feel like doodie. and i feel.. depressed. i hate depressed feelings.

but we're all sposed to go to the ren fest tomorrow. that should be fun, hangover or no.

anyhoo. i'll now drag my drunken, idiotic, saddened self off to beddy bye.

g'night everyone. talk to you soon. God bless.
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    Nickel Creek - Young going through head

best thing i've read all day:

Top 10 RPG Cliches

10: "aspiring young adventurer" is destined to defeat unspeakable evil and save the world - all before the tender age of 16

9: Having Amnesia is as common as catching a cold.

8: Spiky hair is cool

7: Reading lots of text boxes are what video games are all about

6: Androgynous males are hot

5: The longer the game is, the better it is.

4: slow moving ooze always kicks your ass at first

3: By randomly talking to people, you are able to uncover grand plots to destroy the world

2: Girls love a man with an oversized sword

1. True love exists


just got back from the ren fest adventure, with meredith and chris (and ingrid, who had come with someone else...).. i got LOTS of sun. lots of dust. lots of incense. *breaths deeply*

we then went to see Dreamcatcher which was MUCH better than i had anticipated, not really liking anything that mr. steve king had come out with movie wise lately. whatever. you know what i mean.

but, i'm going to take a bubble bath to get the grime from the road OFF me, so that i can clambor into bed (after having less than 3 hours sleep last night. *#(&*Q# hangover.) and wake up tomorrow to face the dreaded ICE Gallery.


hope you all had a wonderful weekend, too!
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    Sloan - Lucky for Me