weird dreams last night, involving a forest... and an older man with a wig, like 45 years old or so, that was on vacation, married, but i thought i had feelings for him, but when he left to go back to his wife, i had realized that it was an aquaintance that i sparred with occasionally, the Knight of the Mountain King, that I had been in love with all the time. So, one night, when the gracious Knight (who for some reason was wearing something like a court jester's outfit mixed with the pope's?!?) was making us dinner, which was some weird concoction of fried nuts, berries, and gummy bears, i kissed him. then we began planning our wedding, months later. he was the same cynical, depressive man that i had fallen in love with, but he was MINE.
so. i'm trying to become motivated to do things around the house today. i dunno if i want to deal with people. at least, the intense feeling of overwhelming panic that i had last night is gone, leaving a weird... emptiness, i guess.
i need caffeine. *runs off to make some earl grey tea*
nice to know that my MOTHER was in the HOSPITAL all day yesterday, and i'm JUST finding out about this?!?!?
um, brosely, when something like that comes up, PLEASE put that as the FIRST note in your post instead of "dreams dreams... ladee da, i'm having a weird day. paragraph paragraph... oh. and my mom woke up sick and throwing up this morning and in the worst pain of her life and left for the hospital hours ago, and i haven't heard anything. welp. i'm off to work."
You had the best of intentions now But the bad inventions let us down And now it's gone Who really cares if we ever find a home Yeah yeah
I wanna thank you Thank you for all the times we had Too bad there's no more money Next part ain't so funny Everybody's leaving It seems to be the season When your thoughts return to home Can't you see that I'd rather be alone
Goodbye, so long See you sometime
Let me know if you're back this way again Sing a song that reminds us of our friends Ba ba ba...
I wanna thank you You know all those times don't seem so bad We live in a reflection Eliminate detection As well as rhyme or reason We always aim to please them And my thoughts begin to roam Still I think I'd rather be alone
Goodbye, so long See you sometime
and i was talking with a couple of people about this, so i thought i would post it again:
And Aubrey was her name, A not so very ordinary girl or name. But who's to blame? For a love that wouldn't bloom For the hearts that never played in tune. Like a lovely melody that everyone can sing, Take away the words that rhyme it doesn't mean a thing.
And Aubrey was her name. We tripped the light and danced together to the moon, But where was June? No it never came around. If it did it never made a sound, Maybe I was absent or was listening to fast, Catching all the words, but then the meaning going past,
But God I miss the girl, And I'd go a thousand times around the world just to be Closer to her than to me.
And Aubrey was her name, I never knew her, but I loved her just the same, I loved her name. Wish that I had found the way And the reasons that would make her stay. I have learned to lead a life apart from all the rest. If I can't have the one I want, I'll do without the best.
But how I miss the girl And I'd go a million times around the world just to say She had been mine for a day.
i about peed my pants when i accidentally found Sloan's Between the Bridges on a blank tape.
i hadn't replaced the cd since my jeep was broken into and all my cd's stolen over a year ago. nor have i replaced Navy Blues. nor have i replaced my fountains of wayne, nor my jason falkner - Author Unknown, as sacreligious as it may seem.
i have not heard this freaking cd since over a year ago.
FUCK I LOVE THIS CD!!! OMG, I THINK I WILL DIE HAPPY.
Blue is the colour of baby's ride And I wish that it would take me away And if those black wheels are pointed uptown baby I know what they're bound say C'mon girl
Don't you believe a word,
She kept her head close to her heart Waiting for someone worth writing Everybody's read for the part She took centre stage and proclaimed "Can't you see that I've been lost so long?!?"
Pray for inspiration from guiding lights And name a new planet each day You said "The only good thing about the weekend, baby Is that Monday's two days away" C'mon boy
*does the happiest dance ever back into the bathroom to pop her eyes in*