September 5th, 2003

disco star

sooo.. tired...

i'm tired. and weary. had a shit day from hell. give or take.

got paid at michaels. was about $50 more than i expected. this not having state tax ripped from my pay every single period certainly helps matters.

speaking of periods.

mine's late. WAY late.

like 4 or 5 days.

which isn't really that late, but i'm NEVER late. i'm like clockwork. 28 days. boom, there's blood, cramping, bloating from hell.

but now i just have the moodiness.

course, now that i'm complaining about it, i'll prolly start tomorrow.

i need a nap.

also, for the record: i love my mother (and brother) dearly. i live for them, love them to the other earth and back, as it were. a lot of what i say in here is venting, things that i need to vent about, or i will burst. the stress is largely because of the three of us are cramped into a very small one bedroom apartment. that's enough to drive ANYONE batty.

but because EVERY little thing and EVERY one is pissing me off tonight, i'm going to crawl into bed and go to sleep before i hurt something.. or worse (like cry.)
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    weary and pissy