September 15th, 2003

disco star

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i had seen in my brother's journal about john titor's site.. i figured i would click on it, to see what had fascinated him so..

hours later, i'm still not finished reading it all.

i finally called it a night last night, when i noticed that my head was sitting WAY forward on my shoulders, and that i was squinting the hell out of the screen (mild mst reference there. quick! which ep is it from! gimme more quotes!), and shaking the sleep out of my head literally about every 30 seconds. mom asked me what the hell i was so engrossed with.

i tried to explain astrophysics to my mother, when i could barely even see, i was so tired. it's very difficult. try it. i dare you.

so i shall finish reading the page today.

i desperately need to practice for dada. i work tonight from 4 - close at office max, then work 8 a.m. (michaels) to close (office max) tomorrow. i have no idea when my next day off, but know that it will be at least a week.

*sigh*

fun was had yesterday. jess and i walked a lot.. went to jantzen beach, hung out there... ate subway.. ambliss is sposed to come over today and pick out a kitten, leaving us with three. anyone else want one? or even just wanna say 'hey'? 360-993-CATS. i swear.

i felt like i slept for days last night. seriously. i had so many freaking dreams, i felt like i had slept forever. i don't remember all of them, but remember one where i was 5 years old, and i was meant to save the world, or the country, or whatever, but my parents wanted to protect me, so they locked me in the house. my older brother (age 8 or so), believed me eventually, and helped me to sneak out into the night. i remember another one where i was unpacking a box, and found an expansion pack for Ykesha. i was all excited, until my brother came up and said "oh, i've been LOOKING for that!" and zoinked it out of my hands, informing me that it had been registered to his account eons ago. another one where i was getting some sort of metaphysical course in the mail every week, in the form of two books. i was excited about it, but frustrated that i kept having to study meditation.. there was a spa.. i remember naked spooning with someone. nothing sexual, just enjoying the feeling of clean skin on skin. then freaking out when i found out he was only 19. all my friends in the dream recoiled in horror.

i had something else to add but can't remember it at the moment.

One of us won't last the night, between you and me it's no surprise
There's two of us, both can't be right
Neither will move till it's over
  • Current Music
    Guster - Center of Attention
disco star

(no subject)

this is your mission, should you choose to accept it.

i am buying a backpack.

i need things to decorate my backpack, like patches and pins.

this is where YOU come into play.

if you have any patches or pins laying around, or if you happen to see something cheap in a store, or something interesting or something, if you can mail it to me, i shall use it to decorate my backpack. this backpack will then be known as The Backpack Filled Round the World, or something like that.

mail your odds and ends to:

Aubrey Keating
P. O. Box 501
Vancouver, WA
98666
USA

make sure to include your user name as well as your real name. as much as i know and love all of you, it's hard to remember a lot of your RL names. as sad as that sounds.

i'm getting old. my memory is faltering.

the only thing i have so far to decorate said backpack is a tiny Invader Zim pin. which, to me, is an excellent way to start. and i think i have one of the Zim "invasion" patches around here somewhere, too.

Well I know there's a reason to change
Well I know there's a time for us
Think about the good times and you live with all the bad
You can feel it in the air...
  • Current Music
    Better than Ezra - This Time of Year
disco star

(no subject)

finally home.

i'm pooped.

i have to be to work at 8 a.m. to begin a loverly 14 hour day, which means i have to leave for the bus around 7. argh.

i'm also coated in Nestea stickiness because Manager Tony punctured one with his car keys. wanna lick my arm? don't answer that.

i normally really don't mind being single. at all. being single has always been a part of aubreydom. just sometimes, when i get home after a long day at work, and having no time to do anything but sleep and do the whole thing over again, i really wish i had someone to snuggle up to, to fall asleep with my head on their lap or on their shoulder, their hands running softly through my hair. no words would need to be spoken, we could just take comfort in each others presence.

time for bed.

it's a sinking feeling, pulls me through the seat of chairs
when will you come rescue me? find solace, and then take me there?
you'll say "you're not too tired for this life, and it's not gonna matter if you fall down twice.."
  • Current Music
    Lisa Loeb - Snow Day