September 27th, 2003

disco star

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one of the things i think i miss most about living completely by myself was the freedom.

the freedom to come home stupid drunk and waltz around in my living room, wearing nuthing but my bottom underwear (no top, no bra), as i searched drunkenly for just the perfect tanky toppy to go along with my undies (translate: something comfy and clean), or to just throw my hands up in the air and crawl under the covers completely nude.

here, i have to conduct that entire search only in our bathroom, never to open the door until the search is complete.

yes, i'm drunk. not as bad as sometimes, but certainly feeling no pain. i downed some asprin and water, in hopes that when i wake up early to go to work, that i won't be wishing whatever boat i was on to stop a rockin. if that makes any sense.

my brother and i had fun tonight. we sang The Time Warp at Cronis, and had SOOO much fun doing it, and had soooo many people come to our table afterwards to tell us how wonderful we were and to beg us to come back again. it was hilarious seeing double takes as i switched from Magenta to Columbia's voices in the song. tee hee hee. onionsniper said she will take us to the horror picture show in two saturdays, so that my brother and i can be devirginized together. i'm so very excited about this. 28, and still a virgin ^_^

we went to portland after the karaoke bar closed, can't remember the name of the bar. did it start with a W? drank another beer that i SO didnt' need.. talked with my brother very loudly in front of other people about old stories when we were kids... about how i challenged him to a race of wrapping yarn around our hands and how he almost lost his hand because of it, about how we held a parade of different hats (which consisted of underwear as makeshift hats), how i kneeled on a nail and my knee got swollen and horrid and how he rolled over in the middle of the night and inadvertantly kicked the shit out of it (when we were obviously still young enough to share the same bed).. there were others, but i don't remember them at the moment. remind me to tell you sometime.

i also asked him if he ever saw me getting married. he said no. i asked him if that's partially because he's never seen me in any sort of long term relationship, but he said that he thinks it's because he never sees me clad all in white, doing the walking down the aisle in the church thing.

i often wonder if anyone ever sees me getting married or being in a long term relationship. being as old as i am, and never having anything that lasted over 2 months, certainly doesn't help. i can't count the times that someone left me, right around that two month mark, for some other girl, usually a past girlfriend.

but i will stop dwelling. as i said, i've had too much to drink. and i must get up early.

so i shall stop the post....



right here.
disco star

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note to self:

when you are choosing to over accentuate yourself while lip synching to Journey that you heard last night, make SURE your mother is completely asleep, and not watching you. even though it's your mother, you will still be embarassed and be forced to backpedal and explain at length exactly what you were doing and why.


so um yeah. hungover. again.

i don't remember my dreams, cept that i was in a school.. they turned on the alarms, right as i realized that i left something in my locker, and i was convinced the alarm was going to go off. i also spent part of the dream pushing around a shopping cart with little decorative boxed haunted houses like they sell at Michaels. i was also doing really bad Zim impersonations in my dream, too.

pictures were taken last night. i may or may not let you see them. so there.

things i remember from last night:

- bonding with onionsniper when i let her know that yes, i met jani lane from warrant, fairly recently (read: like 5 years ago, not 10), and was pseudo friends with Pretty Boy Floyd.

- i got to play dj for a bit, on which i tossed on something jessie had on his comp by hypnogun. onionsniper remarked "omg! it's zeppo's husband!

- hearing thee longest, most horrible rendition of "Dont Let the Sun Go Down on Me"

- getting MUCH more excited and having ENTIRELY too much fun when someone sang Shania Twain's "Any Man of Mine"

- hearing Journey makes me happier than i ever expected.

- people here are sooo freaking friendly. random people just came and plopped down at our table, and was welcomed by all.

- the wondertwins were wearing plaid. that's how you could tell we were related. the synchronized dancing had NOTHING to do with it.

fleas like me this morning. that makes me angry. when anyone else gets a flea bite, does it swell way the freak up like it's a mosquito or spider bite, before shrinking back down into a tiny lil flea bite hours later? my family members swear this doesn't happen to them. could i be allergic?

it's been awhile
and it's gonna be...
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