November 11th, 2004

disco star

ganked, with happiness, from asillittle..

Ten years ago, I:
1. was 19 years old
2. was in north eastern washington state, in job corps, getting my high school diploma and graduating from the business program
3. had finally found direction in life and was about to embark on a personal journey to find myself

Five years ago, I:
1. was 24 years old and living in phoenix
2. was finally living completley by myself and embracing my full independance
3. was going to the karaoke bar and hanging out with friends, drinking myself silly, 5 nights out of the week

One year ago, I:
1. was 28 and sleeping on an air mattress on my mother's living room floor in a flea infested apartment in washington state
2. was extremely depressed and frustrated with the way my life was
3. had been working two jobs (michaels and officemax) for about 3 months, working about 70 hours a week

So far this year, I:
1. decided that working one job full time (officemax) was more lucrative for my sanity, though not necessarily my pocket book
2. became more comfortable with who i am and what i believe in - and know that i need to stay true to both
3. found a new best friend in my roommate, faetal, and know that total independance isn't always the best way to go :)

Yesterday, I:
1. Went to work for 2 hours, and then the hospital because i couldn't breathe
2. found out i have pneumonia
3. took a nap and played EverQuest

Today, I:
1. woke up and drank coffee and ate vanilla wafers
2. was patient enough to deal with lj and its slowness so that i could actually reply to friends' posts
3. pet and played with Bacci, although she's a freaking brat at times

Tomorrow, I will:
1. get more rest and hopefully be able to breathe more easily
2. sit in my pajamas all day
3. do nothing but play video games and get better

In one year, I will:
1. hopefully be going to medical school of some sorts (going to the hospital yesterday reminded me as to how much i want to do it)
2. be playing solo acoustical gigs around town
3. probably still be single, though i will know more about the world around me

In five years, I will:
1. hopefully have a career in the medical field
2. either be married, or have a best friend with benefits hanging around
3. be a healthier, happier person all around
disco star

because tv is boring me...

Poll #382789 Entertainment for my day!

I'm home sick, can't breathe. i should play....

Time to FINALLY beat that freaking Final Fantasy 8! Go, Squall, with your sexy morose self!
Final Fantasy X-2, of course! c'mon, you're in chapter 5! play dress up and save the WORLD!
Xenosaga, of course! can't get enough of that sexy Kos-Mos! and those year long animation sequences! woo!
um... Norrath needs you. EverQuest it IS!
floss your toes. eat your hair. ANYthing but video games!!!

postnote: i ended up playing ffx-2 for now, though i took a quick break from it to stuff my face with vanilla wafers, having died HORRIBLY during a regular run of the mill fight for no freaking reason.

jerk queen corilles. or whatever the jerkfaces names are.