May 21st, 2005

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Picture Montage #1

Well, now that I have in my possession all of my Pictures of Old, I should be making some more of these soon.

In cleaning off my desk, something i haven't done in QUITE some time *cough*, i came across a handful of quite RANDOM pictures that i figured i would post for your viewing pleasure.

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Photo Montage #2

Okee, here's the remainder of the stack of RANDOM photos I found on my desk.

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i will post more pictures eventually, if you would like them. i think it's a great way for people who havent been on my friends list more than a few months to a year to get to know me a bit better, and learn a bit as to who i used to be and who i've become today.

says me.

here's a post from the day before new years, 2001 and the one from the next day, new years eve, at work. i also remember how stressful the trip itself was.. i had visited my boyfriend at the time at work before i had left for sandy eggo as he bartended. He was getting ready to go to new orleans for new years, and was pissy that while HE could go away on a trip with friends, that iiii was going to san diego, a place where i had great friends that i had visited for a year, with no attraction or temptations. I remember shortly before i was leaving, seeing him give free drinks to his ex girlfriend as he started to suddenly charge ME for mine, something he had never done before. so i left with this sitting on my conscience.

when he got back from new orleans, about a week after new years, he told me it wasn't working. i told him he was an insensitive jerk. he started showing up immediately on the arm of his ex girlfriend.

oddly, the boyfriend before that, mike, had left to go to new orleans for a couple weeks as well, and came back and broke up with me.

i'm still a bit angry at new orleans.

and, boys and girls, that's how the last relationship that i've had ended. yes, it's been 3 1/2 years. *shrug*

Photo Montage #3

Since i'm having fun posting old pics, i figured i would post the ones i scanned some time ago for a little timeline...

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pictures are fuuuuun.

i so don't wanna go to work today, i feel like guk. or is it gak? bleck, fer sher.
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Tarot and Stargate

I am Strength

Strength represents patience and compassion. Getting angry is easy when events turn sour, but dealing calmly with frustration takes great strength. So does accepting others and forgiving mistakes. We need strength to mold situations softly. The Chariot controls through mastery and authority. Card 8 is more subtle, even loving. Notice how the lion (itself a symbol of strength) is being guided and tamed by the woman's gentle hands.

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I think it depends upon the deck you're looking at/using, too, as from my personal deck and using the same formula, I came up with Justice, as in Tarot of the Cat People, Strength and Justice are switched. I can see aspects of myself in both, I suppose.

i used to be a lot more into all that was metaphysical. i had gotten the same tarot deck that i have today when i was 16: i have carried the same deck with me throughout every single one of my many moves, through all of my trials and tribulations. i've had so many possessions come and go during that time, but the deck remains with me, and in pristine condition. i used to use tarot as an insight into things, as a way to sort my thoughts out, i suppose. i have never let another person touch my deck. EVER. it is MINE. attuned to ME. i used to sleep with it under my pillow, so that it would be able to 'attune' itself better to my psychi and subconscious. :)

the cat people deck is also the only one that has ever 'spoken' to me. the art is beautiful. i also love the booklet that it comes with that shows you WHY the pictures portray what they portray, and what the different aspects of each card symbolizes. (and those that know me know how much i love symbolization!)


nerdy alert: i see that they're going to have sneak peaks of the upcoming season of sci fi fridays this monday during the stargate eps, and i have to work. *sniffle* maybe my head cold will have reared it's full blown head by then? and no, we don't have tivo, and no we cannot set our vcr.


i also love that i can talk to Coworker Kyle for over 20 minutes about nothing but Final Fantasy. That durned world music from 9 has been going through my head all day.