my roommates were moving out, who consisted of Goran Visnjic, and Ralphie May, and some other random guy that i can't remember, as well as dearest Kevin Griffin we were sitting on an enclosed porch, on that cheap plastic furniture that you see, the matching table and chairs (usually in white or green..) ... it was a big send off, and i know i would never get to see them again (much like as if it was a reality tv show or something). kevin was going to be the last to go, and i had always had a massive crush on him, but was always too terrified to tell him. so after the others cleared out (cept the other random guy, who was looking out the windows), i told him "hey. i just wanted you to know... i know that we'll never see each other again, and i had been afraid to tell you before, but i want to, because i never want to wonder 'what if?'.. so, um.. i've always been EXTREMELY attracted to you, and have always wanted to kiss you." he was shocked, said that he had had no idea, and that he wished fervently that i had told him before this, so that we may have acted on it earlier.
definitely a dream i did NOT want to wake up from immediately. *wistful girlie sigh*
if you care to see a pic of Kevin and I, many MANY moons ago, like 6 years, you can! Or if you're mildly curious to see exactly what freaking giants they are, there's few people that make me feel short (i'm 5'7" and normally wear tall shoes), check out the leaned over-ness and difference in height.. while they're not a million feet tall, i had grown accustomed to meeting rawk stahs, if you will (and even ben stiller), and being right around their height. the only surprises in height had been them and Chris Murphy from Sloan. When i saw Sloan in D.C., i had thought i had seen chris walking around and talking to people, but he was WAY too tall...
and it SO pissed me off that the pic of him kissing me on the cheek that night did NOT turn out! *shakes fist angrily at the powers that be* if you wanna see the other Sloan pics, as always, you can find them on my website. i'm too lazy to post a link. *wipes brow*