today is an aubrey restless day. i don't know why. i don't feel compelled to go anywhere, nor compelled to do anything. this song lyric comes to mind:

"i wanna scream, but make no sound.."

egads... i'm tired, but not. hungry, but not. motivated, but so not. angry, but not really. frustrated... mkay, i'm definitely frustrated.

the last thing i remember was her face
as i put her in a shallow grave...