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so i decide to carry things upstairs that i moved in a long time ago, to kind of pick up the living room area (hey, the EQ servers went down for an emergency update, what's a girl to do?)

my first box, a heavy one, i SLAM my hand into the doorknob. the corner of the doorknob takes my hand RIGHT in the back of it and between tendons and bone. i almost drop the box completely, i curse softly. i can't move my hand for 5 min, and when i DO get movement back, it's shaky and jerky. it's swelling up a bit, but at least i have movement back, albeit painful.

i must eat something, i've decided.

and Junien is my friend. he's my eq big brother, i've decided.

ooh, that's a sexy little knot.

I'm not a hero, I'm not a saviour, forget what you know
I'm just a man whose circumstances went beyond his control...


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Feb. 19th, 2004 12:21 am (UTC)

a week ago, i miscalculated the distance between the hall and the wall, and my hand slamed into the entrance of our hallway... and then it swelled up, but it wasnt broken, just bruised ;)
Feb. 21st, 2004 11:29 pm (UTC)
i don't bruise easily, so i was almost disappointed when my hand didn't bruise - here i am whining, and i have a red .. line... where the doorknob hit, but barely a knot, and no bruise.

even though the knot and red line are both gone, it still hurts. it makes me almost sad that i don't have this disgusting yellowing disappating bruise on the back of my hand ;)
Feb. 19th, 2004 12:57 am (UTC)
i love robots and songs about robots.
Feb. 21st, 2004 11:33 pm (UTC)
i had thought that this was a WAY random response to my post and giggled heartily.

until just now when i went to respond to it and i realize that i had put lyrics from "Mr. Roboto" at the end ;)
Feb. 19th, 2004 05:07 am (UTC)
Mar. 2nd, 2004 06:55 am (UTC)
yup, and weeks later, my hand still hurts there. must've really hit the bone/tendons on that one!
Apr. 11th, 2004 09:32 am (UTC)
My other journal
Hey Aubs! I'm removing you from my OTHER journal because..I'm using it for someplace else (I'm not going to post it anymore) and I don't want certain people to track it back to me :-P If you could remove me from it that would be great. I won't post in it, I swear *HUGS*
Sep. 11th, 2004 03:24 am (UTC)
Re: My other journal

did i uh.. ever get around to doing that? *scritches head*
Sep. 12th, 2004 02:00 am (UTC)
Re: My other journal
I can't remember what 'other' journal it was?? I have too many..
Apr. 29th, 2005 06:32 am (UTC)
Re: My other journal
LOL me, too. belenen asked me recently why i have so many journals, and i didn't really have a concrete reason, other than that i can't commit to just one, and since my moods change...
Apr. 29th, 2005 04:14 pm (UTC)
Re: My other journal
Yeah I never post in my other one much because I feel for the most part, I've 'drifted' and just don't feel comfortable sharing the stuff I used to even with my close friends. Some things happened, things were said and it just...well it made me re-think a lot of things. I actually never mentioned it on my journal and the only reason why I'm saying it in public is because I know that this is oolllld so chances of the person seeing this is very slim. Anyway it affected me drastically, and lately I've been very introverted and just...ok being on my 'own.' None of my close friendships (ie used to talk on a daily basis almost) are healthy now. But I have many casual friendships so I guess for now, that's good enough.
Apr. 10th, 2006 02:53 am (UTC)
Re: My other journal
that sums up a lot for me. i stop posting in some of my other journals because i feel like they don't fit me anymore (though i tend to always end up coming full circle to where i need to post in them again - funny how that works.)

i'm feeling quite introverted lately (as if you couldn't tell!) which is why i keep.. not posting, and posting in the journals where only a couple few people will see them.

and i admire you for having the courage to see friendships as unhealthy for you and being able to act upon it. it took me YEARS to get that way with some people (i.e. leesa and her heavy drinking.)
Apr. 10th, 2006 03:19 am (UTC)
Re: My other journal
aww heeh I don't know if I'll ever post in teafairy again, I was so angry when I created it so mostly used it as a place to unload. It seems like I've gone into a phase in which I am either too tired to unload or everything unloadable just doesn't seem worth talking about. It doesn't seem important anymore.
I'm actually coming out of my shell a bit, but it's still a rather casual journal rather than..really deep. I'm trying to change that, but I don't think I'm ready quite yet. Sometimes I feel as though I place a burden on people when I talk about my bad days or about situations in my past that have hurt me. People say "oh it's ok, you can tell me" but it hurts so badly when I let down my guard and then get bitten so hard by thoughtless and hurtful words. I've had to accept the responsibility that I did place my burdens upon them without knowing the burdens they carried, thus there was the snappage of camel's backs, and eventual hurt feelings on both sides. I tend not to...learn about the other person like I should.
It's so hard to make decisions when you know the outcome is going to be painful..but sometimes unfortunately it's neccessary, and I've grown up enough and been through situations in which I screwed up or acted immaturely in response to things, that the best you can do is make peace, and give to all the respect and dignity which you would want given to you.
I've been spending most of 2006 just 'letting go.' Of forgiving, of moving on..wishing love, giving respect, and most importantly, doing what is the most healthy for me in the most mature way possible.
Nov. 11th, 2006 08:13 pm (UTC)
Re: My other journal
very beautful response, thank you so much for sharing that with me.

i promise to never make a knee jerk reaction and say anything harsh to you. at least, that's the plan, fran. ;)

i really don't know what to say otherwise in response to this response, but i do love how deep and open it is.


Nov. 12th, 2006 07:10 am (UTC)
Re: My other journal
YAAAAAAY LOVE YOU TOO! *HUGS* You have always been so much above knee jerk reactions even when I first met you. I admire that quality so much and there is so much that I've learned from you both as an inspiration and how to be as a good person :)
Apr. 29th, 2005 06:32 am (UTC)
Re: My other journal
LMFAO.. as i look at the dates, and it took me exactly a year, give or take a day or two, to complete THAT sentence ;)
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