after i got a panicked call from a friend, just so you know, my last post was about my coworkers, not ending my life.

lol

i feel much better now, btw, albeit still pissy... i got a couple of great emails from an unsuspected source and a couple of compliments (although i knew they weren't true) from another one..

:)

and, now i'm home. still beyond broke, mind you, but home and happier.

just remember folks, what comes the fuck around, goes the fuck around.