- work both jobs until january. do what i can to actually SAVE up money this time.
- quit michael's, look into a trade school to get me out of retail and into the medical field, one of those doohickeys that last 18 months or so.
- quit officemax and work in the medical field while putting myself through real college.
hopefully, by then, i will have a clue as to what i want to be when i grow up. i keep saying i want to do something in the medical field, but my greatest fear is that i will stay in retail until i'm done with 21874923875 years of college, just to find out that i HATE that field. if i still don't know at that point, i'll take the generic prerequisites, i.e. math, to get them out of the way.
i keep dreaming about going back to school, so it's becoming borderline fanatical about it. i really miss learning. i always did well in school, a's and b's, though i barely applied myself. i refused to do homework, i was HORRID at it.
that little factoid makes me fear college, if only for the homework alone.
and i'm sure that i'll have a bit of socializing in there, somewhere, possibly some dating, though doubtful. i AM eternally single, afterall.
