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my most favorite thing that happened....

i'm socially anxiety-ridden as it is. i always hate walking past a group of people that are just standing there talking (probably because of evil junk that happened in highschool, but what canya do?).

on my way back to omx from jack-in-the-box with a fist fulla food for lunch, i walked past a group of teenagers standing in front of the theatre. as i walked past, i played with my gum with my front teeth....

... which resulted in my drooling it down the side of my face, to tumble down my shirt and land on the sidewalk.

i had hoped that no one in the group had SEEN me, but... they immediately stopped talking and watched me finish walking by, as i tried with every fiber of my BEING to pretend that's how i get rid of my gum every time i go to eat my lunch.

improv class tonight. so freaking tired. also supposed to hang out with an oatmeal, but i'm not quite sure where i'm going or what time i need to be there, except to know that it takes me two hours to GET there, and i should be leaving now, but am -again- not sure where i need to go.

did i mention i'm tired?

school so far: gotten 100% on all three graded things that we've done in math so far, and a 95% on the dreaded psychology test. Wooties. so far, my 4.0 gpa is safe.

opened up the door when i came home from school, and Bacci just waltzes right outside as if it's something she does all the time - and if it's something we ALLOW her to do. she seemed almost offended when, after my initial shock wore off, my shoe blocks her path and i burst forth with a "the HELL you think you're DOING?" sulking ensued shortly after.

yes, cats can sulk. in fact, they can sulk better than most humans i know.

all sorts of FUN things going on with the band, i.e. track of the day for "skeleton in silhouette" (which i had tried to post a pic of, but i couldn't get the jerk to upload correctly), and now "evil genius" (title track, um... of course) got track of the day, as well, on garageband.com. the more i listen to it, the more i get excited about playing it, harmonizing with ben, having raw live emotion tacked onto what i already think is fabulous work. (i can say this all i want without feeling egotistical, as i didn't write a note of it. so neener.)

but i suppose i should go now.. where to? *shrug* but know i'm GOING.


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Apr. 17th, 2006 11:29 pm (UTC)
I, too, HAAAAAATE walking past folkses and feeling like they're watching me.

And the gum thing? So totally shit I'd do.
Nov. 11th, 2006 06:52 pm (UTC)
i used to do stuff like that aaaallll the tiiiiime. maybe i finally matured out of it after hitting 30? ;) a girl can dream.
Apr. 17th, 2006 11:30 pm (UTC)
HAHAHA argh the mental picture of your gum doing its little acrobatic trick down to the ground had me busting up!!

Kitties are so cute when they sulk. Luna will glare at you and scuttle away like "I'm so terrified of you now because you told me no!!"
and sometimes Gidget used to sit there with her back to me and I'd say how she looked like an eggplant. I mean it's bad enough that she gets told no, but then I mocked her too :-( I was such a bad mom.
Nov. 11th, 2006 06:54 pm (UTC)
lmfao. maybe eggplant in kitty speak was really what we call... um... egyptian goddess? or mother eater. i can't remember which.

i hope bacci stops being in heat soon so i can have my sweet(ish) kitty back.

and picture not only the gum acrobatic thing, but also me walking totally erect and swaggering as if it's something i do all the time, all the while looking at the crowd of teenagers frantically out of the corner of my eye.
Apr. 18th, 2006 01:15 am (UTC)
The bit about the teens is my favoritest thing ever also as well too.
Go to where the red fern grows.
Nov. 11th, 2006 06:54 pm (UTC)
what if you're allergic to ferns?

and i used to do awkward stuff like that all the time, i wonder if i finally grew out of it? :)
Nov. 11th, 2006 08:26 pm (UTC)
I wish I ever knew what your replies referred to.
Apr. 18th, 2006 01:20 am (UTC)
i dont like walking by a big group talking. i always think they will talk about me lol.

Nov. 11th, 2006 06:55 pm (UTC)
i ESPECIALLY don't like walking past a large group of teens. comes from all the picking on i got in high school and middle school. yes, i'm still truamatized about my hippo hips and thunder thighs.
Apr. 18th, 2006 01:45 am (UTC)
awesome on the 4.0 !!

I always think people are talking about me too :/

Tired - yes. I'm taking Ambien tonight.

Get some rest!
Nov. 11th, 2006 06:57 pm (UTC)
i drank a beer before bed (not beef, like i originally typed. mmm. chewy.) and i think it magically incorporated a lot of things i had seen the day before into it. not that i saw my old roommate breast feeding a cat, but still.

and i think the paranoia (at least for me) comes from being made fun of so much in school. middle school was HARSH for me, i had pretty much zero friends, fat jokes (though i was only like 155 or so), rocks thrown, etc. makes me still REALLY uneasy to walk past a group of teens, though they seem to leave adults alone for the most part.
Nov. 12th, 2006 05:10 am (UTC)
I wonder how you'd get the beef liquified enough to drink... ewww.

I was made fun of in school too - called fat ( at 142 lbs ), and just made to cry most days, no fun at all.
Apr. 18th, 2006 02:43 am (UTC)
I tend to be paranoid, too, that people are going to mock me or think I'm dorky, etc. I'm glad things are going well with the band!
Nov. 11th, 2006 07:03 pm (UTC)
thank you, my dear! and why am i watching the true hollywood story on kfed and britney? where's the remote.
Apr. 18th, 2006 02:58 am (UTC)
I have the same fear as you do about walking past a group of people, especially a group of boys. There were once some men sitting out on the smoking area where i work, and out of habit I avoided eye contact as I walked through them. The guy out loud then started talking (to make sure that I could hear it) about how everyone at the campus didn't say hi to anyone, didn't want to look at anyone, etc. I suppose he had no idea about this fear or where it came from. Meh.
Nov. 11th, 2006 07:04 pm (UTC)
aaah, to never have had that fear. i'm getting better for the most part, but i still keep to myself until spoken to, and then i'm all warm and stuff (depending. sometimes i'm highly suspicious.)
Apr. 18th, 2006 05:21 am (UTC)
1) EVERYONE does their own variation of the gum dribbling. You know how many times I've made a complete ass of myself in front of people I don't know? Don't make me count, I'll have to take my shoes off.

2) Think of it this way, at least you remembered to put pants on before dribbling the gum.
Nov. 11th, 2006 07:05 pm (UTC)
ha ha, that reminds me of this weird instant fear i had a LOT recently to where i was convinced i wasn't wearing a shirt. i would be walking around at work, panic, and have to look down repeeatedly to make certain i had put my shirt on that day.

Apr. 18th, 2006 06:07 pm (UTC)
I feel your pain on the gum thing, but ask me about the time I lost my mind and forgot how to use a straw in front of the boy I was in love with, covering the entire front of my shirt in iced tea....actually, please don't ask. :]
Nov. 11th, 2006 07:07 pm (UTC)
bah ha ha, that's so awesome. if i ever get around to it, i plan on writing all my embarassing sex stories to post in embarassingeek. aw, yesh.
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