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- back from a FABULOUS band practice, which is so what i needed after a long stress-filled day at school.
- turned in my 108 problem + 8 essayed questioned final part one, took a 100 problem part two (in vocab)
- realized just how little i know for my impending math final
- realized just how desperately i need to get an 80% or above on it to pass the class
- got a page of approximately eight 'chapters' of math homework, due tomorrow. (well, being the last day of class, i guess that's a no brainer)
- saw the name "kevin schaeffer" on my drummer's anvil cases, asked where he got them. said that a guy at his dad's work quit working with his dad to become a teacher, and sold him his drums. i told him that was the name of the substitute teacher from math. hrm.
- i'm surprised at how many people on my friends list feel that meth is awesome tawesome and okay and a supah fuhreakay fun time. fine - to each their own. i just want no part of it.
- my bassist and drummer say that i have a cool indy style. (?!?) i thought i was old and frumpy. as far as the 'cool haircut' goes, it was a total accident, and the way i 'style' it is just to keep it the hell out of my face.
- i'm beyond freaking mentally drained, BUT
- less than 24 hours from now, school will be DONE until mid september, for better or for worse, it will be DONE.
- i'm so addicted to big brother this season. i laff and laff every time i watch it.
- wonder if i could possibly be able to force myself to go to bed this early - more sleep than last night's two hours would be splendid, but it's so freaking hard with so much on the mind.
- thank you to 0vary for the iconage.


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Aug. 17th, 2006 04:24 am (UTC)
thank you for YOU
Aug. 17th, 2006 04:48 am (UTC)
heyyyyyyyy i wanna be hooked up!!

I don't do any drugs and I don't smoke...nor do I drink (not anything but softies like Smirnoff etc...oh and one time I took a huge mouthfull of EverClear. You can bet your ass I'm not doin that again!)

I'll pray that you can clear your head and study, then clear your head and get some sleep. I love you girl and I love how well you've succeded in reaching your goals. Like the RHCPs say..."Can't Stop!"
May. 5th, 2009 02:50 am (UTC)
Of course, looking back now that it's been years, it's incredibly easy to be hard on myself because of knowing the bad choices I'm going to make from this point forward. I want to scream at myself to not change my major to music, to not focus on things that really aren't that important.

Ah, well, everything happens for a reason, and ya live and learn.
Aug. 17th, 2006 05:28 am (UTC)
i luv big brother. im addicted.
janelle is an idiot
Aug. 17th, 2006 12:12 pm (UTC)
I just went to go and read that thread. I think it is horrible too. It was very prevelent in the rural area I grew up in and one day I even got the priviledge to sit in a courtroom while waiting for what I came for, while a bunch of people who had made meth, some in front of their children were sentenced. The kicker? This guy who was caught with pot got a worse sentence than some of the meth people.
May. 5th, 2009 02:51 am (UTC)
Freaking incredible. Meth is thee worst drug I've ever encountered. Never did it myself, but I saw it destroy so many people I know.

Not worth it.
Aug. 17th, 2006 01:54 pm (UTC)
wow... people think Meth is awesome? All the people I know that have done it (AAAAAAAAALLLLLLLLLL of them) claim they were addicted instantly. For that reason alone I will never try it.

Plus watching what it did to Leslie (not sure if you were on my friends list or not...) Her hair got all thin and she had big dark circles under her eyes and she got down to 90 lbs and had these big oozing sores all over her body that she tried to pass off as mosquito bites.
May. 5th, 2009 02:53 am (UTC)
Absolutely UGH. Considering my upbringing - growing up in super hard party houses and having my honorary "job" be passing the bong to all the guests when I was in diapers, it's sort of amazing I never got into anything hardcore. I went through a couple of stoner phases, did ecstasy a few times, but that's it.

Oh, and drank myself out of a liver, practically, when I was a teen ;)
Aug. 17th, 2006 03:42 pm (UTC)
Let me know if you need math help. *hug!*
Aug. 17th, 2006 07:06 pm (UTC)
Icon love!

I feel sad for those people who think meth is awesome. Everyday at work I get a very upclose view of the effects of meth and other drugs, and it's very very ugly.
Aug. 18th, 2006 03:01 am (UTC)
I gotta agree with you. Meth is just one of those substances I'll never touch.
Aug. 18th, 2006 07:00 am (UTC)
I'd say as a general rule anyone that thinks Meth is an OK drug is probably someone just not worth hanging out around.

A LOT of the folks at work have tried it, and most of them aren't dumb people. Seeing how it nearly ruined all of their lives and resulted in one of them having Hep C as a result of shooting it up using shared needles I think I'll pass on that one and not even be curious about it.

My last GF was a meth addict and boy howdy has it done a number on her. She stopped using for now, but it's almost guranteed she'll take the habit up again.

OTOH, I went back home to WV a year or so ago and was really disappointed to discover that the rednecks up the road from where I grew up were well into the meth production business, and they probably live 30 miles from a major population area (Charleston WV would be the largest nearby). It's everywhere.
May. 5th, 2009 02:56 am (UTC)
My brother's dad lives in a population 800 town in southern Missouri that I guess is just overflowing with the stuff.

I never stop thinking about how different my life would have been had I NOT decided on the spur of the moment to leave home three months after my 18th birthday. So many of my friends from that time frame have ruined their entire lives because of the stupid drug.

Much hatred for it, yup.
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