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Aug. 26th, 2006

holy FUCK, clark's giving me a lot of money next quarter. freaking RAWK. i might even be able to quit my job. but i won't. but you can betcher bottom dollar that the moment that i get that check deposited, i am SO turning in a notice to work only fridays and saturdays.

another case of clock radio invading my dreams when it goes off: this morning, i dreamed i was on ROCK STAR: SUPERNOVA! i had to sing, so i chose Radiohead's "Creep". i sang the song with such ferocity and inflection and poured my entire SOUL and full BEING into that performance, reaching out towards Gilby at appropriate places, and rolling all over the couches and floors. (in my dream, the show took place in a comfy coffee house.) they were about to tell me what they thought of my singing when - uh ohes! Commercial Time! so i stood there awkwardly, waiting for Commercial Time to be over. i was convinced they liked my performance, but cheeze, was it a long wait. eventually i discovered it was my freaking alarm (radio) that had gone off, and no matter how hard i made myself try to go back to sleep to get my verdict, it just didn't work.

dagnabbit.

i coulda been a contender.

i've been feeling really weird and frantic lately, i don't know what's up. i feel like i want to avoid everything and everyone while i get my life in gear. i feel... angry a lot of the time and have zero patience. i feel like... not me. i know that i'm angry that i cost myself $80 in overdraft fees (netflix and a coffee at starbucks. for fuck's sake, it wasn't even a FANCY coffee at starbucks.)

a ton of people (like, two) quit from work, and though that doesn't seem like a lot, we haven't hired a single person for Back to School yet. i'm working 40 hours next week! ha, i'm a laze now. i'm pissed because they scheduled me through dearest faetal's baby shower, and i'm working on wednesday.

angry angry angry all the time time time.

p.s. - i have a crush on fred armisen.

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hottergirl01
Aug. 28th, 2006 03:40 am (UTC)
yeah, i'm about 99 bucks in overdraft. fucking wells fargo! that's why i have wamu too!

by the way...lol@ "for fuck's sake"! That shit was hilarious.
aubkabob
May. 5th, 2009 04:14 am (UTC)
I should use that more often.

Now I wish I would have put down which coworkers it was that had quit so that I could actually REMEMBER, instead of just a nebulous "two people quit".

Mrph. Note to self: be more descriptive in your work gossip.
bigstusexy
Aug. 28th, 2006 01:18 pm (UTC)
On the money front I seem to be doing alright, the two raises I got this year have helped tremindiously. What I make isn't what it should be but its not really laugahable now. I do however still live like a puaper or however you spell that. Last paycheck (this last friday) I mamaged to take all but $75 a put it into savings... horah! I still need to get a car and pay this last outstanding bill that i know about. At this rate, next pay check I'll be READY to buy a car, now I just need to find one, insurance and others tuff...


As far as life goes I'm fed up at it. I'd really like to blow up the outside world. I'd like to spend my work week and not say anything to anyone that didn't need to be said and not not see anyone.

Had lots more to say but lost it. I hope things work out a bit better and congradulations on the award money.

stu-
kateri_kachina
Aug. 28th, 2006 05:44 pm (UTC)
I hate it when I have good dreams interrupted too...and not necessarily by the alarm clock either. Sometimes I'll manage to get the dream back within the next week. Hope you won! *grin*
aubkabob
May. 5th, 2009 04:15 am (UTC)
Because I listen to the radio as an alarm, it occasionally implements itself into my dreams, like when I ran around OfficeMax and gathered every coworker to the front of the store so that I could stand on a pallet of paper and sing "Bohemian Rhapsody" to them.
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