like, for example, cleaning the house. we got a notice that they're coming inside in two days to do the yearly inspection. ugh. i have other things to do, like work. and band practice (though i have zero money to get to/from band practice, but i'll cross that bridge when i come to it.) well, we were planning on cleaning ANYWAY, so i suppose that this is a way to get our arses in gear.
but i so don't wanna. not in the mood, you see. i'd rather sit here and seethe about nothing in particular.
was still extremely catty during work today, to the point where i forced myself to just shut the hell up and only speak when spoken to. i'm thankful that i'm one of those workers who can keep herself entertained. there's always something to do, and i'm generally happy to immerse myself in it.
i feel old. i'm suddenly getting wrinkly and beginning to look my age, and i'm beginning to feel ages older, with joint problems and such.
i've got a reason for everything i've done
i might just serenade the moonlight
i feel so lonely in this crowd
i want to scream, but make no sound
and, yeah, i'm lost but maybe
i'll be found...