slept like corn-filled poop last night. kept waking up after horrible dreams, including one where i was an aged aes sedai (reading jordan, yes yes) and my warder and i were out in snow covered fields at night. we saw a small bird of prey attacking another bird that belonged to my warder. i knew that the small bird would succeed in killing the warder's warder, and then come after us, and that it would succeed in killing us, as well. my warder hid me under the snow in a snow bank and ran off, drawing the bird after him. as i lay there in the snow and felt my warder die, i mused that it was sad that i would never know the reasoning behind my death. i felt massive panic well up in me because of how awful the death would be, but tamped it down and tried to look at it logically, as the bird landed next to me in the snow and began by plucking out my eyes.
i think i did aiight on my music theory mid term yesterday. i have a psych test today, on parenting skills and stuff. interesting read, it is.
was ecstatic to see andrea and joel and baby Laurel last night. boy, am i awkward around children.
no WONDER i'm so freaking cold and it was so hard to get out of bed - it's 37 degrees! and me without a coat. hrmph. i really need to buy one of those things. (or get my brother to loan me one of his fifty for an indeterminate amount of time.)
i am also a sexy bitch for about a week after dying my hair, where my scalp feels the burning need to molt after the damage i did to it. YUM. take me now.
i think i did aiight on my music theory mid term yesterday. i have a psych test today, on parenting skills and stuff. interesting read, it is.
was ecstatic to see andrea and joel and baby Laurel last night. boy, am i awkward around children.
no WONDER i'm so freaking cold and it was so hard to get out of bed - it's 37 degrees! and me without a coat. hrmph. i really need to buy one of those things. (or get my brother to loan me one of his fifty for an indeterminate amount of time.)
i am also a sexy bitch for about a week after dying my hair, where my scalp feels the burning need to molt after the damage i did to it. YUM. take me now.
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Oh, I so much prefer dreams of flying and other things that are way more pleasant!
At least I believe you must have been glad to have woken up just then.
ah, yes, flying dreams! for some reason, in those, i can't seem to ever get far off the ground! i'm sure it's symbolic of my inhibitions or some such!
Interesting dream too.
but it's really fun when you do. like those fuckers that chase you in the chasing dreams. I've learned how to scare the shit out of those punks and now I chase them... took a while, but I also learned how to fly...
i'm awkward around kids, too... mostly babies...scary babies....
older children I do better with, there's so cute! like that girl in the Volvo commerical who seems to be trying so hard to tell her father this rather odd story
damn right you're sexy. you kinda look like that red head in six feet under and she's hot!
sorry for your scalp, tea tree shampoo helps those a lot.
tootles
i used to have some control over my dreams, especially back in the day where i would do a daily deep interpretation of my dreams. i was able to dream almost lucidly, stopping in my activities in my dream in order to turn full circle and take note of everything that could possibly be symbolic for later notation in the waking world.
and thought.
ew.
get some rest!
believe me, seeing my father dressed in a tutu is a sight that will remain forever imprinted on my fragile dream psyche.
Have you got dreams about climbing through some openings, holes, windows?
It`s a constant trouble in my dreams too. As soon as I need to go through an opening it becomes very small or turns into a picture!
What other repeating dreams have you got?