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stanieldaniel made me cry last night.

i dreamed that i had only one day left to live. i couldn't spend it with anyone, i had to say brisk goodbyes and go experience my last hours alone. i wasn't upset about dying - i had come to terms with it.

i had finished making a list or taking care of some sort of book work, and started up a street towards a park. the sun was setting. as i topped a rise that led to a dead end of a street, i saw that where the street ended were cement steps leading up to where i was. on these cement steps were a bunch of teddy bears, all facing the sunset. there was about a hundred of them, in all shapes and sizes, sitting on the steps as if on bleachers at a game. i realized that daniel had found every single teddy bear he possibly could by going everywhere and asking friends, so that i wouldn't have to watch my last sunset alone.

towards the far end of the steps was a driveway with more teddy bears, and a family was coming outside and becoming confused and slightly angry that someone had littered their driveway so. as they started removing them, i raced over and pleaded with them and sobbed for them to leave them there, just for awhile. i frantically tried to explain my circumstances to them through my tears to leave them, since daniel had gone through so much trouble to make sure i didn't die alone.

i woke up SOBBING. even retyping it now, i have a lump in my throat.



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Nov. 8th, 2006 05:57 pm (UTC)
What a sad dream :( That's so sweet about the teddy bears though, Dream Stanieldaniel wins MASSIVE brownie points.
Nov. 8th, 2006 08:14 pm (UTC)
Nov. 8th, 2006 08:19 pm (UTC)
awwww that is the best example of bitter sweet if I've everknown the meaning of the word.


P.S. I won't let you die alone.
Nov. 9th, 2006 02:29 am (UTC)
thats rly sad :( wow
Nov. 9th, 2006 03:05 am (UTC)
Aww Aubrey that is so sad. I'm sure if it was really your last days I'd make sure to spend it with you. That way I could give you hugs and warm gifts in person without the fears of someone trashing your last day. I couldn't see you having to spend it all alone with all the people that love you. That's such a scary thought, hope its out of your head now. :-)
Nov. 9th, 2006 03:09 am (UTC)
Wow, for some reason I got on the computer to tell you
and this was the first post I found. You do need a hug.
Nov. 9th, 2006 05:05 am (UTC)
Shit, now I've got a lump in my throat.

That would make for an incredible short story or short film.
Nov. 9th, 2006 05:19 am (UTC)
*hugs you* That's a hard dream.
Nov. 9th, 2006 06:38 am (UTC)
Wow. just wow. I gotta say your dream kicks all of my dreams' asses.

And how could those people be so heartless? *punches the heartless anti-teddy bear people*
Nov. 9th, 2006 05:21 pm (UTC)
You have a world of good friends, even in dreams.
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