Ticklebuddy Wonderpoo (aubkabob) wrote,
Ticklebuddy Wonderpoo
aubkabob

You find 499 Neopoints!!!

You find a Blue Ice Skates!!!

You also find a Snow Angel!!!



also had weird dreams last night.

i dreamed that Francis from Malcom in the Middle turned 18 (though he resembled more his RL brother - Hyde from that 70's show), and i was an alien brought to earth solely to show him how to be a sexual being. o_O

i woke up for a moment, then went back to sleep, then dreaming that i was singing Placebo's "Meds" loudly on the city bus at 6 am, to get off at the next stop and stomp through the dark neighborhood streets singing it, climbing up on a rusted over tractor to sing the fantastic middle part at the skies ("and the sex.. and the drugs... and the complications..."), someone interrupted me for some reason, so i had to try really hard to find my place in the song again, and forced them to stomp down the hill in Monticello, Iowa, with me, playing the guitar parts as i sang the loud screamy end. i was very excited to see the town where i spent the first eight years of my life again, and was sad to see so many changes, and angry as i felt myself wake up, knowing i wouldn't get the chance to explore it fully.

...

i dream about that place all the freaking time. if i ever have enough money, i plan on booking a flight out there and getting a rental car, just so i can explore the streets of monticello on my own terms. i haven't been back there since i was 20 (11 years now), and the only experience i had then was where my dad and step mother drove me. i want to see the park again, the main street, walk the alleyways i used to play in. i'm thinking that if i do this as a cognitive adult, that the dreams will end.
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