I'm.. going through stuff right now, nothing that anyone can help me with. Inner demons and all that stuff. This month marks five years since something.. really and truly awful... happened to me, and I'm taking it oddly harsh. Couple that with the psychoness that I get almost every month when I bleed and you have a volitile combination.
So sorry to anyone that I've been a jerk to or have ignored.
This, too, shall soon pass.
Why five years is so much harder for me than four or even three, is beyond me.