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Sweet dreams aren't made of these...

Weird dreams last night.

I remember dreaming of the X-Men and how Jean Grey betrayed all of them, getting some of them killed. Only I knew that Mystique had taken over her SOUL (not her mind) and that although she was acting under Mystique's actions, a very big part of her felt relieved and had wanted to do it all along.

Change scene.

I was in school (like high school) and thought I had made a friend or two. I saw a couple of them out of school and I went bounding up with my books and climbed in her car, as she didn't say a word to me, but left to talk to another one of my "friends". "What is SHE doing here, and why is she in my car? I can't freaking believe this. Is she doing Tommy? Who does she think she is?!?" I was able to listen in on the conversation from a distance. I realized that I could listen to any conversation and went around school, paying close attention to what everyone said. Whenever I walked by, or even when I wasn't in sight, they all stated how they didn't like me, but felt sorry for me. I realized that I never really had any true friends, that I've been alone all along.

Change scene.

I was in college and some of the guys are trying to get me drunk to get me into their sorority (why I was able to get into a guy's sorority is beyond me). I remember the books and the halls and how beautiful the building structures were, and I was sad that things that could be used for such GOOD, such KNOWLEDGE, were being completely ignored, the masses oblivious to the opportunities they had.

Change scene.

I had a new roommate, a guy. I was explaining to him about Bacci. She gets cranky. She hasn't been fixed yet, sorry. She doesn't eat human food. No, not because I don't allow her to eat it, but because she doesn't like it. (He was relieved that he wouldn't have an animal begging from him whenever he would eat.) I remember leaning back in my computer chair, mess all around me, my blubber practically flowing down the sides of the chair.

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hottergirl01
Apr. 21st, 2007 05:28 pm (UTC)
those are some weird dreams!
but you've got friends. you know that, right?

you got like a billion of em!

I wish you hadn't quit Elec. Doormat. I think y'all are getting ready to blow up! If you can, get back in!
aubkabob
Apr. 22nd, 2007 06:16 pm (UTC)
Re: those are some weird dreams!
Indeed. I'm blessed with friends, it seems, although everyone's schedule is so busy I never get to see ANY of them anymore. I live with my brother and his boyfriend, for goodness sakes, and I almost NEVER see them, and they're two of my absolute favorite people on earth.

They said that they're not replacing me in Doormat, so if things calm down and I'm able to join again, that may be possible. Or maybe I'll find something closer to me so I don't spend 5 hours round trip going to a 2 hour practice session, or even *gasp* launch a solo career?
hottergirl01
Apr. 23rd, 2007 03:04 am (UTC)
Re: those are some weird dreams!
Oh yeah? SOLO!! What'll your name be? Choosing a pseudonym or your real name?

Need a guitarist? Oh wait, SOLO. Sorry.

Yeah, just ask em to practice with you at you're house! That'll be easier!
toongirl
Apr. 22nd, 2007 11:16 am (UTC)
Jesus, it's like Frank Miller wrote your dreams.
@____@
aubkabob
Apr. 22nd, 2007 06:05 pm (UTC)
Oh how I love your icon!!!
ornotmajestic
Apr. 22nd, 2007 07:04 pm (UTC)
My dreams last night consisted of me riding in a truck with two of my classmates up the side of a mountain. We reached the top and we were on our way down, when I got out because I was scared. The road looked slippery and it was a cliff. They both laughed at me, then slipped off the cliff and fell screaming to their deaths. I spent the rest of the dream trying to find everyone to tell them. I woke up sweating.

Yeah, no more cheese before bed for me.
aubkabob
Apr. 22nd, 2007 07:19 pm (UTC)
Egads! How awful!

I dreamed about you a bit last night, my dream involved going to severe nursing school.
ornotmajestic
Apr. 22nd, 2007 07:33 pm (UTC)
So I'm the man of in your dreams, eh? ;)

So, what exactly IS "severe nursing school"...it sounds so EXTREME. Like, going to class while dodging poisonous darts like in Indiana Jones or something...
aubkabob
Apr. 22nd, 2007 07:51 pm (UTC)
It involved dormatories and very strict scheduling with 10 hour class days (or longer) with very little time to study and no time to do anything other than homework and (little) sleep. I remember being extremely frustrated because i didn't plan my time accordingly and couldn't shower, and it was only the first couple of days. It was like nursing boot camp!
ornotmajestic
Apr. 22nd, 2007 08:53 pm (UTC)
Wow, sounds like a lot of my med school experience. ;) Well, except for the shower thing I always shower. Other than that, I suppose I go to medical boot camp! LOL
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