~ Having a REALLY bad hair day. Whenever roommates all need to be to work/school at the same time but aren't aware of each others' schedules, people get left out of the bathroom, which ended up with me relying on hair gel to try to cover up the fact that I didn't cleanse it. I look like a man with boobs.
~ Haven't been able to sleep lately, I just cannot seem to fall asleep. To combat this, last night I took Benedryl + wine, which promptly knocked me on my ass..... and resulted in NOT being able to wake up this morning. Missed the bus so walked to a different bus station, where I promptly missed that bus, too. Instead, I got coffee and ate my breakfast bar and waited for the next one. Realized how HELL I looked like, as the girls that work at the Shell station I frequent remarked "Wow, Aubrey, you look EXHAUSTED this morning, are you okay?" (I always cheesily love it when people know my name at places I shop.)
~ Made it to the bottom of the hill on the other side of Clark, four minutes before my first class would start. Realized that I have a GIGANTIC test this morning that I'm not ready for (with no extra time to study or read up on quickly, as I would be late to class and the test would have already started), as well as homework due in my other class that I do not have done.... I crossed the street and grabbed the next bus home.
~ Need to do bucketfuls of homework by tomorrow morning as there's a test in Music Theory and that's the cut-off for turning in late homework. I would rather have a ton of homework that gets ten points off each for being late, than a buttload of zeros.
~ Still need to begin my paper on Maurice Ravel, due on Monday.
~ Need to finish cleaning the livingroom and rearranging the furniture for the couch and chair I will be getting tomorrow from a coworker. This and my homework must be done before I leave for work in... *looks at clock* four hours.
~ I wish I could call in too busy for work.
~ Have NO idea why the smoke alarm started going off like MAD. It bleeped a ton of times in a row... shut off... and started bleeping madly again... and now, nothing. Welp, guess it ended up being Jessie's alarm clock.
It's not just that I'm selfish and scared,
it's not just that I'm sooo unprepared.
It's just you'd think I'd grow out of this, wouldn't you?