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I'm sorry that I haven't updated much of anything lately. Well, at least nothing of importance.

I had said that being 32 was going to be the year of reinventing myself, of rediscovering who I am. Unfortunately, during all of this, I have quit anything and everything that I had held dear, everything that had defined me up until now.

I'm just... recovering, I guess, and trying to decide what direction I want to go in next.

I will return.


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May. 19th, 2007 06:56 am (UTC)
doh. 31 and 32 were the worst yrs of my life probably. i guess there is still time. shudders
May. 19th, 2007 10:18 pm (UTC)
Thanks for being here, my dear!
May. 19th, 2007 06:44 pm (UTC)
ha ha
I like that commercial. It's me. That's my butt. It bonks and donks.
Its OK.... It all depends on where ya at, I think things were good for me at 32-33... but also it was the time I realized my life needed to change.

May. 19th, 2007 10:18 pm (UTC)
Re: ha ha
Hee hee, yes. The first time I heard that term was from my very Catholic good guy coworker Yancey.
May. 19th, 2007 08:36 pm (UTC)
Things you do and things you take part in only define you in a very limited sense.

I think it's actually an especially good and rather big step you're taking. True, you've quit some stuff lately, like college, and I know I don't know everything that's going on. But on the other hand, with nothing 'defining you', as you put it, you can better learn to define yourself, eh?

Rediscovering who you are is very important. But sometimes it means that you realise you were trucking yourself off into this other direction, complete with a buttload of hopes and dreams that weren't really yours, or goals you never really wanted to accomplish.

It's cool. You're going to be fine. Take the time and learn new things and enjoy it. :)
May. 19th, 2007 10:18 pm (UTC)
I totally agree, thank you. I think that in order to reconfirm who I am, I sort of need to minimalize things for awhile, and then add back things as needed, once my center is reached again.

Or something like that.
May. 19th, 2007 10:10 pm (UTC)
I'm sorry you withdrew from classes. I hope you feel better soon. *hugs*
May. 19th, 2007 10:17 pm (UTC)
Thank you, my dear!
May. 19th, 2007 10:36 pm (UTC)
Take your time, babe. Every now and then one really does need to just sit and break for a bit. That's part of why I'm here in Athens. <3
May. 19th, 2007 10:45 pm (UTC)
Yup. So it's lots of alone time for me while I figure things out.
May. 20th, 2007 08:22 pm (UTC)
I jumped in here to say what serene_goddess has already said, so I'll instead say "Ditto!". *grin*
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