< my old band - THE MERCURY TREE!!! is opening for VAST at the Hawthorne Theater in Portland! Tomorrow! >
As they were on stage, I thought wistfully of the days when I was up there with them, when scrumbles and me.... our voices working together oh so magically in harmony. (I waved to the rest of the band before they went on, but they didn't recognize me.) This beautiful man complimented me greatly and said he wanted to spend time with me. I was highly flattered until I realized that he and all his friends were vampires. I felt stupid that I fell for it, as people like ME don't have men like THAT wanting to be with me, unless there are alterior motives. (Silly subconscious throwing low self esteem at me in my sleep.)
I woke up with an almost FRANTIC NEED OMG to go to the show tomorrow, though I will be half dead at work the next morning (working from 4 am to noon, as always.) Much love to Drew and Ashlee for living in my neighborhood and for going and for letting me tag along!!!
I was supposed to go into work with the new boss today on my day off, for about 3 or 4 hours to catch up on things. He texted me at 6 to say we're going in at 8 instead of 7, and then again just now to say he doesn't want to go in at all. Part of me is irritated that I set my alarm and got up on my day off, but the other half is relieved that I can just sit on my bum all day.
I'm too lazy to spell correctly or to research spelling, so sorry for any stupid mistakes.