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accomplishments this year:

i'm still alive.
i finally got to join my first band.
i wrote my first song.
i went on only one date.
i had sex once, back in feb, which i immediately regretted.
i kissed a psycho ex police officer for my birthday.
i managed to see just exactly how poor i could become and still retain my car and apartment.
i started rebuilding my credit.
i got to sing on stage. twice. in one weekend.
i forgot the words both times.
i went from a brunette to a red head to a ... black head?!?
i chopped my hair off completely and grew it back.
i put on 30 lbs.
i took off 10 of those lbs.
i got to see my mother for the first time in almost 3 years.
i became more in tune with my spirituality.
i stopped drinking.
i stopped eating sugar. again.
i grew as a person and matured as an individual, on many levels.
i started to like country music.
compared to last year's FOUR, this year, i had NO sinus infections, thanks to surgery.
i had a very serious cancer scare.
i had a very serious bout with some serious depression.
i seriously contemplated suicide.
i came to peace with myself for the first time in my life.
i lost some friends, and gained some wonderful new ones.
i've gotten to a place where i can look behind at what i was, and look forward to what i can become.
i am still alive.

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talkingpotato
Dec. 11th, 2002 09:02 am (UTC)
*big hugs*
Aubs! I'm so proud of you, what a year of growth! You should put this in your lj memories collection, as a reminder of that harrowing journey known as 2002 :-)
aubkabob
Dec. 13th, 2002 06:31 pm (UTC)
Re: *big hugs*
thanks, hun.. i did put it in my memories, thanks for the suggestion!

it's amazing, you see all that you go through in one year, and you wonder where the hell you will be in a year from now. like littledevi wrote, i wish i could read a letter i write to myself this time next year.
talkingpotato
Dec. 13th, 2002 07:13 pm (UTC)
Re: *big hugs*
genepool23 did a post similar to where he wrote a post to himself as 18..
aubkabob
Dec. 15th, 2002 01:53 pm (UTC)
Re: *big hugs*
woooow.

there's a thought. things have changed WAY much since then. i just may steal that thought some time next week...
talkingpotato
Dec. 15th, 2002 02:36 pm (UTC)
Re: *big hugs*
ooo I'll look forward to reading it
faeriewitch
Dec. 11th, 2002 09:03 am (UTC)
*hugs* you got a lot accomplished. Your list sounds quite a bit like mine...maybe I shall steal your idea and do that.
aubkabob
Dec. 13th, 2002 06:31 pm (UTC)
Re:
steal it all you want, i don't mind!!! i don't feel it's a revolutionary idea, seeing as i figured everyone would be doing it in a week or two ;)
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aubkabob
Dec. 13th, 2002 06:32 pm (UTC)
Re:
oh, i'm certain it will!

i have a feeling that 2004 will be my year, and that 2003 will be my springboard to 2004 year.

it HAS to be, i'm getting OLD ;)
ruthyriot
Dec. 11th, 2002 05:48 pm (UTC)
wow!! ::::: ♥ ♥ ♥ to you:::
you are very inspiring!
aubkabob
Dec. 13th, 2002 06:52 pm (UTC)
Re:
*blush*

thank you :)
ruthyriot
Dec. 14th, 2002 01:07 am (UTC)
Re:
yw
nutty
Dec. 11th, 2002 08:41 pm (UTC)
And you'll always have me.
love ya!
aubkabob
Dec. 14th, 2002 08:29 am (UTC)
Re:
i'm glad that i do! we just need to spend more freaking TIME together!!!!
alildragonlover
Dec. 12th, 2002 06:53 pm (UTC)
progress can't always be measured, or even seen...
I am glad you're aware of yours! I think you're great :) *HUG*
aubkabob
Dec. 14th, 2002 07:02 pm (UTC)
Re:
thank you, love! you are truly amazing, yourself, and don't you forget it!

life is a journey... it's not the destination, but how we spend it getting there.

or, uh, something.
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